The question first rose to myself when I would masturbate and I would get this sensation in my **** when I would masturbate. After a while I began touching myself there when I would masturbate and it felt really good and soon moved onto penetrating myself with my fingers, and then objects and toys like dildos.

I began watching gay porn and got turned on by the fact of being penetrated by another guy and I would always watch the man's penis instead of the woman when I would watch regular porn. So one night I went to craigslist and met a guy and we met up and I had sex with him in his car.

It felt good, but I wasn't excited as I thought I'd be because I got turned off by the traits of a normal guy. Hairy, deeper voice, rough skin, muscly. And it made me realize that I'm not attracted to men physically, other than the penis. I don't get turned on by looking at men like I do woman. In fact, I find men almost repulsive looking. I don't think guys are hot or sexy like I think woman are. I could never imagine myself being in a relationship with a guy or having a guy as a lover.

I've always been very attracted to strap on sex (being penetrated by a woman wearing a strap on dildo) since I first discovered. Just thinking about a beautiful, scantily clad woman (she doesn't even have to be beautiful!) wearing a strap on getting ready to do me makes me go CRAZY!!!! This is a huge fantasy of mine and I can only hope that my future wife would be into doing it. And I say wife because like I said, there's no way I could marry a guy or be involved with a guy.

I'm still a virgin (haven't actually had vaginal intercourse with a woman, I'm 22 years old btw) I have made out with a girl before and she gave me a blow job and I fingered her, but that's about it. And I loved it a lot. Way more so than sex with the guy that I did.

With this information, am I gay? Am I bi-sexual? Or am I just kinky cause I like my **** being played with cause it feels good?