Please let your psychiatrist know how you're reacting; he might want to add a medication to help temporarily. It would be good to take something he recommends if you need it during your husband's recovery.

Please be gentle--that means everything to your son and husband.

The other things are unimportant for the moment: just you, your son, and your husband are your undivided interests, I would think. Please get assistance for
yourself if you need it--in terms of sleep, rest, calmness, etc.

Take care. Prayers are going up for you and your family.