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Originally Posted by fishsandwich
I rang rape crisis this morning because I was in a really bad way, but I got in an argument with the lady (!!). I told her that I don't think the ex who raped me was trying to control me, he was just kinda drunk and didn't care enough to hear me squeaking "no" at him and she would not accept that as an explanation. So then I told her that I have to be a virgin again or I'll have to kill myself, and she totally blew up at me about how women are not only their virginity. Sooooo I told her that she deserved to be raped, and hopefully someday a man could rape her small-mindedness out of her :-x Um yeah. I don't think I'm allowed to ring rape crisis anymore. :-X
And I feel like **** now and I have to write the annual report at work and I can't focus.  |
I'm sorry that the lady wasn't supportive when you rang
I personally think you were both out of line, but you were distressed and she's supposedly a trained professional which makes her behaviour worse IMO. I hope that you can manage to finish the report and that work aren't taking advantage of you, since it's not technically your job - a billion figs don't exactly make up for the extra stress, you know!
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Originally Posted by fishsandwich
I ate about half a billion, froze some, made jam, then made all my friends come at eat figs . . . AND I STILL HAD BILLIONS AND BILLIONS LEFT. Also, do you know how damned hard it is to get twenty kilos of figs home on the underground??
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Thanks for this - it made me
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Originally Posted by fishsandwich
I've gained 20lbs since the bar exams. Sigh. Must diet. More sighs.
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I'm starting an exercise referral programme tomorrow (through the NHS) and I am quite nervous. I had to go and buy gym clothes and trainers as I didn't own anything I could run in :s I'm hoping that I'll lose some weight, but it's only for a couple of weeks as then I'm moving for Uni, but I'm planning on getting a referral in my new city too. I need someone to hold me accountable or I won't go to the gym, at least until I'm hopefully established in a routine. I'm starting to realise that I may never get back to my 'normal' weight though, especially if I stay on psych meds
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Originally Posted by newtus
im not doing ok anymore
i stopped my meds
then something happened and im hearing stuff
after almost a week off being hallucination free
but the paranoia does and will always continue
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Newtus
This on again, off again meds isn't doing you any good. Is there someone impartial you can talk to? I did the same thing, but my CPN helped me make an informed decision without just shoving drugs down my throat. Maybe making a pros and cons list will help you decide? And talk to pdoc about other med possibilities if it's side effects etc that's made you stop again.
*Willow*