Hello Borntoroam, Don't worry about what you need, as long as you are not thinking or wanting to invovle minors and you don't want to harm anyone. Then seek out your needs.... there are probably thousands of individuals in your area who would love to have the opportunity to be seen in a diaper.

I am a lot older than you (64) and oh how much my inner pain is, just for my baby me to be accepted and seen by others. Yes at times I feel a total freak and have also tried to take my own life on a number of occasions.

I have been in therapy for the last four and a half years, my therapist conculsion is... I must allow myself to be me... don't try to fit in where I don't..... it is very lonely, but if I could just be "ME" even just whilst at home, then perhaps I would be happier with my capability to live in a way I feel okay with.

Yes my real happieness would be by finding someone who loves and cares for me for who I am.

Do not isolate yourself, for this will only grow with age. Go with your needs, be careful who you get involved with, there are many people who will do anything in the name of fetish..... On the other side there are a lot of loving and caring people.

Best wishes in your search... you should not find it anywhere as hard as it is for an "Adult baby" especially when its not a fetish but the "REAL" me.