1 minute I think Thank the Lord they caught it bc of the appendix rupturing. Otherwise they wouldn't have caught it till much later. Trying to think positively. Then the next moment I'm in the gutter or racing thoughts and can't concentrate. Emotional Rollercoaster!

I know anybody would be upset/scared in this situation. But I just know I'm not handling this well. I will try very hard to just take it one day at the time. Also will try to do normal things around here..that's tough. They need me & I can't be zoning out or on this emotional rollercoaster.

Thank you all for your support, it means the world to me.