(((Fuzzybear)))
I'm sorry that you're having a tough time with meds, and negative experiences with GP's.

Not fun at all!
Like kebsfroggy, I've also had a heck of a time finding the right medications, mixtures, and dosages that worked. For whatever reason, my body changes it's mind on how things are working every once in a while ~ wreaking havoc every time!
Best wishes and very gentle hugs sent your way honey.