otherwise your chances of success are zero? that's a lot of pressure to put on yourself. lead a horse to water, now to drink or not to drink, that is the question. can't you just dip your hoof in? ie, it may FEEL like your house of cards is collapsing, but it's like opening the door on a hoarders show - there is still a whole lot of work to do. Hey, even opening the door isn't that easy. ie don't worry, everything will still be in place, unfortunately!