oh sabby i'm so sorry you are dealing with such challenges at this time. i do hope the situation improves. it's hard to look out of the hole we can be in at times. just do the best you can do. that's all one can do. i am very fortunate. i was put on gabapentin in the early 90's for fibro. i take 900 mgs. a day. my doc said if it wasn't enough there was no medical ceiling for doseage. do you think a higher dose will work? i know fibro is so debilitating and it's misunderstood but those of us who have it know it's real. i do know diet and stress can exacerbate the fibro. there's a good book on fibro at barnes and noble that includes foods to stay away from, etc too.
i took a 1200 mile trip in my car last year and for 3 weeks could hardly move after getting there. i didn't feel stressed but i must've been. it's one of a few breakouts that has happened to me since gabapentin use.
keeping you in my thoughts.