I don't see my T until next Wednesday. That's why I wanted to speak to her today... I can count the times on one hand we've spoke on the phone, I don't ask unless I feel it's important... so... As awkward as it would be addressing her in person, I would have paid for an extra session before Wednesday to sort it out... I didn't want to be left sat with this until then...

But, I guess my T has a life!

As much as I did not want to do this via email, I feel like these feelings need to come out somehow... but then I'm just putting more of myself out there... I don't know what to do.