i'm sorry that you are feeling this way.

i agree that's not nice

have you tried everything?

for example, do you think you could look in to a local club you can join?. something that you enjoy doing?. nothing big, even if it's just meeting with a group to play a game once a week or maybe something to do with art, or drama... what ever you like.

as for how to cope, i've been alone all my life too (well apart from family who don't really give a crap about me), i suppose you just eventually get used to it. with me, i've found forums and stuff where i can comunicate with others

hugs

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