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Aug 10, 2012, 12:17 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2012
Location: northern CA
Posts: 249
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got up today thinking I could make it and got as far as the couch. walking out that door is getting harder and harder. answering my phone is not an option as I keep the volumne on low. seems my world is getting smaller every day and eventually I will disapear, not sure if any one other than the kids would even notice. keep playing games with the anti anxiety meds I am no longer prescribed. some days I take 1 some 4 I know I am taking chances but that seems to not matter. I am just so sad that if I take the meds I will sleep and will feel no pain, a pain that has taken over my body and mind. Just do not know what to do with myself. feeling sooooo lost 
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