I'm so sorry to here you are going through this rough time. Isn't it amazing how we think we've gotten over the hump and things are looking up. Then something, and it doesn't have to be catastrophic, some small unimportant thing will start the downward spiral and it just goes down from there.
I have faith in you. You have helped so many get through the rough times. I know you can fight through this one more time.
((((((Sabby)))))
kebs