Oh my gosh! There is something about me that is NORMAL?!?!?!? Alert the media!

The numb is still here and I'm thankful for it. I am also starting to feel a sense of relief. I am beginning to understand why - why I chose my first husband, why I love my now husband but run from intimacy, why I hated my mother for so many years (she didn't protect me), why, why, why. And it feels good to know these things.

Thanks, hillbunnyb.

Elizabeth