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Originally Posted by AutoAccount
I wrote out a thing the other day about this when I was feeling really down, but I guess I didn't finish posting it and it disappeared. Funny.
Today I am not crying about it, but I still know it's very real for me.
All my close relatives are dead except my mom who is 86 and in poor health.
I don't have any real friends, some acquaintances I guess.
I am for real alone in this world and I guess I'm angry . . . at God or fate or whatever.
And I'm really scared.
Is anyone else out there facing this kind of loneliness and aloneness?
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My heart goes out to you, and I'm so sorry about what it is you're dealing with. And yes....sounds like our situations are very similar. I am an only child, and never got married or had any children of my own. Both of my parents died a long time ago, and the step-family of which I was (sort of) a part of for over 20 years disowned me about 8 years ago when I had a falling out with my evil step-sister. (For a REALLY stupid reason, btw.) Who knows what she told them, but not a one of them will have anything to do with me any more. The only relative I have, and we're not blood relatives, is my 90 year old aunt. I have one friend, who lives too far away. I hope in some small way it helps you to know that you're not alone in feeling the way you do. Sending many warm wishes your way......
