I also think it is EXTREMELY positive that the "rewards" you are seeking are coming from within yourself. i.e. not relying on others to tell you you've done a good job etc.
Like sky said there are a lot of looters out there who have only their own interests and baggage at heart. Which is not to say that there aren't good people out there too who can give you satisfaction for yourself. But ALWAYS primarily I believe it has to come from within. Anything others add to reward you is important and supportive and helpful but if you can't find it within your self first, nothing anyone else says is going to help.
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