Yeah, I relate. I had the 'one thing' I hadn't talked about in therapy, it took about 9 months before T asked a question in that area, and I found that I couldn't lie to her about it, but addressing it seemed impossible too. I actually did end up emailing her, confessing that I'd brushed something aside in session. She encouraged me to try and open up and write it down in an email if I felt I couldn't say it - so that's what I ended up doing. It was actually a relief to tell someone and not have her judge me for it... and it did turn out to be important that I told her, I think. Once I wasn't holding something back, I was able to feel much more at ease, because I didn't have to concern myself with hiding anything or keeping her out anymore. I never thought I'd tell anyone, but I'm glad I told T - even though I could have died of shame at the time.