|
Sorry you are feeling so bad. I try to keep too busy at nite to wear myself down. I also am so busy during the day. Nites are o.k. but its still empty for me. The days are difficult sometimes too becasue I do not want to stay in my apartment. I always leave to do something. I am retired and around people a lot but its not the same. I totally get how you feel.
Try to do things at nite you look forward too. Like here..posting. I draw a lot so that keeps me out of trouble and I always have a couple things going as well. I am also the live in maid to two needy cats who think they are owed a very posh life...like NOT!!!.................But the cats do keep me busy, and do provide unconditional love......You might even want to consider a pet if you already don't have one...Dogs are great because they require more care and get you out of your head.
Feel better and keep posting!!
__________________
Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live.
Oscar Wilde
Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich
The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
"And psychology has once again proved itself the doofus of the sciences" Sheldon Cooper 
|