i've done lots of things when i've been mannic.

1 of which was when i was at colledge (now kicked out of it), i deleted my essay i was working on about food (and also deleted my work folder!) so that when i did come down and was ready to focus again, it was all gone.. and i couldn't really do anything about it.

i agree... coming down to earth is again is difficult. especially when you start realising the stuff that you've done during your mannic time