Thx SS for your reply.
I have a social anxiety disorder.
I had an anxiety attack the other day
at the Drs office w8ing room.
I cannot even think about being in a group.
Forums are OK to read, but lack personal (in person) interaction.
I guess your right, you just get use to it,
as there is nothing else to do, and there is no answer.

just can't stand it anymore...