((((F0everunhappy)))),

You need to keep a cell phone or something on you at all times so you can get him threatening you recorded.

I am so sorry, I know how this feels because I had to deal with this kind of issue even when I was a toddler, and was helpless. There is definitely something wrong with your brother and the way he conveys graffic ways of how he would harm you is important to document. You need to find ways to be away from him as much as you can. That is what I did for years. And I know, it is a challenge to do that. Find friends that you can have sleep overs with, find things to do after school, keep track of his schedule and when you are most likely to have to be alone with him, and find ways for that "not" to happen. Also, you must tell the councelor at school.

Yes, I can relate to the anger you are sharing here, I had that too because I was afraid of my brother and very aware of my inablility to physically fend him off and how he kept gaining access to my psychologically to where I could not seem to defend myself with my "witts". I can still clearly remember the interal battle I had with anger and fear and sense of helplessness. And that is how "victims" feel. So you have to reach out for help.

(((Hugs)))
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