He was ashamed and thought that I would leave him for getting fired. I am not happy, but I am not going to leave him. That was one of my marriage deal breakers when we were doing poorly, but it is not that simple. I can't break up the family. We are just going to do the best we can, make sure we can still send the kids to school. That is actually even more important than keeping out house. We would sell the house before we would take the kids out of school. That school has been so good for our oldest son. We are happy that our youngest son gets to go there on a full scholarship and we just have to pay his fees. It is going to be hard to pay for our oldest to go there, but we'll have to figure something out. I don't want to take him away from his friends and his teachers that he knows so well.

As far as my mood goes, I am doing well. ECT yesterday was better. I was not as sore and I felt alert most of the day.

This morning I went to a yoga class and it felt awesome.