Xrainstormx, Hang in there. In my experience, knowing and accepting the truth in my life is the first step to serenity. I think I have friends who are whole friends, those willing to be sensitive to my needs and what I am going through. That's part of my truth. Then there are those who clearly don't want to get it. I'm done trying to teach them and I gradually push them farther away from me. That's the choice I've made to deal with those not sensitive to my needs.

I know you are hurting. Please know that you are not alone in this healing process.

Be well,

mtd