(((( hugs ))))
Are you presently in any therapy? - you are going to need it to heal.... for I have been where you are at now.

I am so SORRY that you are having to suffer still from your past abuse.... some times I wish I could take all the hurt & pain away from everyone and throw it in the ocean.
Please know that if I could I would take your pain....


LoVe,
Rhapsody -