I don't think I've ever felt that way about relationships, either. And the more emotional intimacy with people I have, the less physically safe I feel with them, which I think is kind of backwards from the way it's supposed to be? Why do so many people like physical contact with their therapists? Yick, the idea gives me the heeby-jeebies.

For your entertainment, here is a kinda funny video about The Courage To Heal and not being able to take it out of the package/out from under the bed:

http://angelashelton.com/the-courage-to-heal