I know how you feel, Fish. Or rather... DID know how you feel. I used to get so angry because it's as if no one with schizophrenia or anything similar is expected to do anything with their life. But idk... I'm not sure if it doesn't bother me anymore because I know I might be a special exception OR if it's because I keep slipping backwards & am starting to give up on my dreams of success. Meh. :/