Sorry you're having problems Anthony. I don't think testosterone deficiency makes anyone gay or "act gay." I have a friend who takes a pharmaceutical testosterone supplement prescribed by a doctor. We didn't discuss it in depth but basically it just raised his energy level, which was the intent. You may still want to talk to a doctor about it though. I don't recall the exact price but a month's prescription was very expensive. I'm thinking between $200 and $300. If you feel like taking the risk there are several "herbs" and supplements available at health food stores. You want to be very careful with those. The problem is...you don't know how much you need, how much you're getting, or if it's even safe and/or effective. Most times you won't even know what you are taking. And it will probably be expensive as well.
The only way to get real testosterone therapy is through a doctor/pharmacy.