Find a new therapist, preferably for you probably a female therapist, who can help you deal with the loss and betrayal you are dealing with concerning your current T. You don't have to go from this current T to no T at all. You can find a therapist, probably fairly quickly, who will be able to be that support for you.

I've had to switch therapists over the years for a number of reasons, not as traumatic as yours though. What I have found amazing is that I was able to find new T's to replace the old who were just as skilled and caring and supportive as the one before. I would never have believed that Ralph or John could have been replaced, but they were and I continued to heal under another T's expert care. You can find that too. It isn't all or nothing.