I'm so glad you made the decision to leave. There are lots of good T's out there, and you can find a better one who will actually help you rather than feed your addiction. You deserve to be treated so much better than you have been. Since you want to have a lot of contact with T during the week, be sure and ask any prospective T's about their phone and email policies, etc. Some only allow limited or no contact between sessions, so one of those wouldn't work for you. Good to find out up front what their policies are. Good luck - hope your current T supports your decision to leave. God knows, he should.......

Hugs to you And keep posting here if it helps you feel less alone. There are always people around, 24/7.