If your meds are not working you need to speak to your psychiatrist. It is important to monitor the way you feel when you're taking medication(sometimes they can make you more depressed)

I suffer from depression but am not on any meds. I understand your pain and feel for you. Living is a struggle but life does go on and it does get better. It always gets better, and if you know what it's like to be terribly depressed you will appreciate when you wake up one day feeling real, alive, and happy.

Breathe easy, try to relax and know that you are welcome to vent here any time. You have my support!