I've just got to live again. I've hidden away for too long, afraid of repeating the same thing, in a way.

I used to have more life, feel better, etc. But I've let myself go, some, put on a few pounds. It's got to stop.

Our son and his wife are moving to be near us, and I know that's going to change some things, I believe, for the better. It's an answer to prayer, to have my kids, especially him closer. They just decided this week.

I wanted to talk about that guy, and about things that happened before, and may need to again, but I've got to live, I can't keep mourning the loss, you know. But I'm sure I'll still have those times again though, of missing, etc.

I've read things recently, have a lot on emails, etc. over the years. About where it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but an entire lifetime to forget them. Just read it on one today, from my daughter. It can be so true for some people in our lives, can't it? There's just something about it, some people have that effect on us, it can be a good thing, doesn't have to be a bad one.

Well, thanks Rhapsody and Patty, for your input, I really appreciate it. Life's something else, but we can make it, with others to help us along the way, I do believe.