I can sort of identify with the situation you find yourself in. My other half and I got together through an online forum, which can be used to find friends although others use it to gain access to sexual partners. I'm no longer on the site due to my other halfs trust issues and i have also had to stop text communications with all but about 2 male friends. My other half and i have been together about 3 yrs and unfortunately i think we have only had sex approximately once for every month together, maybe less I have quite a similar sexual appetite to yourself, once a day would suit me. Yet i wake up in the night to find him masturbating, sometimes i don't let on i've woken up and just make a mental note of how often i catch him. He'll also openly tell me he's masturbating fairly regularly when i'm away at my parents. He tells me he loves me and gets upset if i say i feel rejected sexually by him, but that's how i feel. I feel like he loves me but isn't sexually attracted to me he also continues to go online to the forum where we met and i know he texts sexually on occasions. Maybe we should just have stayed friends, i love him but do resent him at times.