Don't be so quick to relax, Christy! I AM your neighbor! I'll be knocking at your door any moment now!

Sheesh! This forum is entirely anonymous, & there are many of us BP kooks out there. In most ways, our stories read the same. By the way, don't feel badly about projecting your fears onto others...I do the same when I'm in a bad space. I just rely on fellow "beepers" to shake me back to reality in troubled times. I'm glad you're giving yourself a "gentle head shake" now. I'd worry if your head starts spinning around like Linda Blair's in "The Exorcist," though (so what if I date myself with obscure film references from the past!).

Hang tough!