Emptty, I read your other thread but did not reply to it because I couldn't add anything to what other people had already said... I just wanted to say, here, that I think you are doing the right thing. It's got to be excruciatingly difficult and painful, but I'm completely convinced that you have made the right decision. Please try to find another therapist. And do post here - there is a lot of support to be found in these boards. Take care of yourself.