I am going to completely quit smoking cigarettes. I haven't had my patches for almost a month, so I've been smoking about 4 a day, buying my own from work. But my girlfriend doesn't seem to think that I can quit without them, so after I finish this pack, I'm going cold turkey. Yeah, I guess I'm that woman that when you tell her she can't, it becomes a personal vendetta to do it. Screw her, I'm more powerful than she thinks I am. She wants to do couples therapy to try and work out our issues. Screw that, too. She needs her own fricken therapy. She forced me into it, she has to start herself before I'm going to agree to couple's therapy. My relationship with her is starting to feel like an addiction; no matter how much it hurts everyone, we keep trying. And I wont leave because (a) I have no way to save my money around her, and (b) she keeps using against me the fact that I've given up a lot in my past and I promised her I would do anything to stay with her. So I just have to wait for her to leave me.