For me, it wasn't giving up alcohol that I had to keep in mind. It was--every day--choosing again to remain sober ... and doing whatever it took, and to keep doing whatever it took, to keep that first drink out of my hand ... keep it from making its way to my mouth ...

OMG, the agony getting through that first day! And the second day ... That's when I started making promises, the "one little drink, to stop the shakes" kind.

Everyone's story is different, LolaCabanna. We're here for you, sober is really cool ... means you've got your very own "Everyone's Is Different" story! Some are really inspirational, some can break your heart, & mine sounds like an opening act in a Vegas Comedy club.

You can do this, LolaCabanna. Stay in touch.

Roadie