Hi ((((Bear)))) thanks for sharing more xx I understand a bit better now.

I am really sorry this is such a difficult time ... I do understand. Not having a job PLUS the stress of daily life can/will take a toll.

I dont know if you have AlAnon where you live; however, if you do, it could be really helpful and another great place for support.

It is important for you to take good care of yourself, too, and focus on yourself. Be good and kind to yourself.

Hugs to you and your SO,
Rose