its ultra-ultra-rapid cycling.

i take:
zoloft 100
buspar 40
clonidine .03
lithium 1200
lamictal 300
geodon 160

it helps some. my mood swings arent as severe as they used to be and im no longer dangerous to myself and others. and while severe depression is better than suicidal depression and mania is better than homicidal mania, its still no way to live.