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Still feeling pretty much the same way, but to a slightly lesser extent... But only slightly. Last night, Vlad never called because I evidently stressed him out too bad. And I can't call myself because my Spanish skills aren't advanced enough to convey what is going on in the slightest... So I feel really overwhelmed, abandoned, & helpless because not even he can understand the gravity of what I'm feeling. I kept going from near catatonic & unresponsive to hyperactive & aggressive. It was like being possessed by Jekyll & Hyde. Ugh... This just needs to end. I am tired of this. It isn't fun. I'm going to try staying off the internet & keep distracted on the xbox... I hope that works at least a little bit to soothe me. I am just overcome with nervous tension & unrest.
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