I hate this job. I want to go home

Is it true?

Sometimes I feel like it's true if I make a mistake or I'm criticized unjustly because someone jumps to conclusions. It's too hard sometimes to explain myself, I can't make people understand and it doesn't seem worth the effort. I've been here two months and nothing has upset me to the point I beat on my head. There's some good moments here with the seniors and the music. I'm appreciated though sometimes excluded because I am not an employee of the agency, but of the training program. They have said they want me to take over as second cook when the head cook retires. I'm not sure if the training program will let me stay that long. I'm disappointed that my life will not amount to much.

Can you absolutely know that it's true?

I think that it only sometimes feels true, when really I hate my own inability to do what I need to do to not be criticized and to always get it right.

Who would I be without this thought?

Maybe more accepting of the imperfections of myself and others. Maybe happier in my job.

Turnaround:

My job has some good points. I don't always have to be perfect and they don't verbally abuse me here. I enjoy the seniors and the music days. Misunderstandings can be worked out. They like me there and want me to stay.