I have a lot of anger and would like to throw some of those stones at my abusers.
I'm angry most of all at my mother who abused me and never protected me.
I'm angry at my stepfather of abusing and raping me from the time I was 4 till 8. He still lives within my head and I'm angry for him haunting me all these years.
I'm angry at my stepfather's friends who used me sexually for many years.
I'm angry at my grandfather for molesting me for 10 years.
I'm angry at my grandmother for trying to shot me.
But I am not angry at myself and my inside pieces who protected me.
Lisa
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Back, I've lost months, months !
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