((((Button)))) I am sorry. I know you are hurting right now...I really wish I could write something so magnificent, you would magically feel better xx But the horrible fact is, breaking up / losing someone we love just plain s****. It is a pain that cannot be described. I mean it to the depths of my still healing, shattered heart and soul...three years later.

Yes, I know he wouldnt want me to feel this way and to be happy and move on with my life. But eff it. A piece of me died with him. And if he doesnt like it, too bad

What I can write is that i totally get it. And it does get better. With each day. A little better. The pain subsides. My life will never be the same ... actually it is fubar ... but i survived and am coping.
I am living my life, my new normal.

On good days, I even have a little spark of days for myself and my future. Something I never could have dreamed of a few months back.

We are here. We support you. We understand. You are not alone and people care about you. Please be good, kind and gentle with yourself.

Eat frozen yogurt.