I've really been having a really hard time. I haven't been listening inside lately and well I have been ignoring what I hear. I know I shouldn't be but I have been. I don't know, I'm just really scared and I'm just getting so tired of all this. I also got hurt last night by one of them.

Besides all that my best friend, well I'm not even sure if she's still my friend. won't answer her phone, again. I've only talked to her once in three weeks and we use to talk about everyday. She's the only person I have as a friend. If i lose her I think all will just become so bad. I'm so scared. Any suggestions?
I'm really sorry for posting all this, but I just needed to tell someone. Thanks.

Jennifer