I'm so glad you broke your promise and posted on here! We want to hear how you are doing, so please keep posting if you are hurting.
I'm so sorry for what you are going through, that's a lot all at once. Sending you love and hugs, as well as prayers that you may begin to forgive yourself for not being able to say goodbye to your mum. Thanks for sharing this with us Tink!
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"Although the world is full of suffering, it is also full of the overcoming of it." - Helen Keller
Strange how people who suffer together have stronger connections than those who are most content. –Bob Dylan
“If you can't fly then run, if you can't run then walk, if you can't walk then crawl, but whatever you do you have to keep moving forward.” Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.