I have been off work a few months for depression, then diagnosed with bipolar. I really dont think they know whats wrong with me. I was off last year also for several months. I currently am on disability throu the company I work for, it was rediculous trying to get the disability, how sick do ypu have to be, I was phyically ill also. I'm scared to go back to work that it will happen again. Its really scary to me because I was so sick. I would have times when I thought I was dying of cancer and would cry to my husband. I ve gained a lot of weight. I think its from my mediations. I wasnt sleeping and having nightmares when I did sleep. I am sleeping better now. hope some one can relate to me.