I think what I need to do is remove myself from this situation for as long as it takes me to get back on an even keel. Maybe I'm not seeing the forest for the trees. Maybe it's the other way around.

It just feels so invalidating when someone could think there is anything good in that relationships besides the kids, after everything that I've said here. Just the fact that she became a member here for the second time, AND was bath-mouthing me, proves that her intentions are not good. In one of her emails she said "We have everything we need to know how you feel." If she wasn't gathering ammo to attack me with, then what was she doing?

Anyway! Enough is enough. I want and need to put this on the back burner and let it simmer for a while. Maybe it will cook down all the extraneous stuff and leave the truth standing on it's own.

Thanks anyway.