I did sign up for Meetup but never got myself to actually go to one.

I really dont know where I fit in.. I'm extremely scrawny so I always feel like people are staring at my bone-thin arms at the beach or the gym. Its also hard to play sports with male social groups or hang at the bar with "alphas".

I dont really agree completely with any one political side either. And I studied liberal arts in college so apparently even then I didnt have a clear direction but a smattering of many things.

So, friend, I honestly don't know where I would really fit in socially.