hey all. its been awhile.
i'm frustrated for all the sleepless nights i spend walking the floors in fear that they will come for me.
i am sad for the child i never was, for the dreams i never had, and for the failure i am.
i am angry for everything that happened, for the one who stood by and the one who looked the other way.
i am grieving for what i lost.

sending good thoughts to those in pain and sweet and gentle dreams to those who need em.