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Well yeah, of course. But even with psychosis there is a level of predictability. Not that it doesn't surprise us whenever it gets bad again, but... Idk. Maybe I'm making too much of it & my foggy thinking is overpowering my judgement. I just hate that I had a perfectly fine set of coping mechanisms & now everything slid back & none of it works the same that it used to. Since puberty (around 11), it's been constant fluctuation& one issue piling on top of another. Conduct disorder, panic attacks, OCD, Bipolar, Psychosis... I don't care if I'm always going to be screwed up. My issue is needing to maintain a healthy level of control over it because idk how to deal with it otherwise. :/
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