Hey I know how you feel. I just signed up hoping it would make me feel at least in some way better. I don't like expressing myself to people either. So I figured maybe if the people I was talking to didnt see or know who I was it would be easier. I've just started so i'm hoping somehow it'll change something. I cut myself through all my teenage years. I am now 21 and haven't had the habit of cutting for two years. A few months ago I had an incident but felt bad of myself. My scars are terribly public and people like to ask questions and it makes me feel nausea's and sick. I wish I had done them somewhere less public. But it seems when I get in such states I really don't care where they seem to be.

Probably the worst thing for me about cutting is people assume I do it for attention and to me people opinions dont matter but I can see their watching eyes on me, thinking things about me. Which I don't like. I prefer no one to have thoughts or interest in me. If you need any support or someone to talk to about cutting i'm definitely here because i've been through it and still suffer.