Thank you

I know that I will probably get over this guilt in time but right now I can't help it, I feel anger towards the rest of my family for not telling me about mom becoming ill the day before she died, I could of had more time with her instead of just 2 hours she was heavily sedated and when I did see her she looked awful and those images are haunting me

*Trigger*

My brother (my abuser) was trying to get a reaction out of me at the hospital bear in mind that I hadn't seen him in 10 years, He pushed the door right in my face and his girlfriend was shouting abuse at me calling me a liar, It was so traumatic. All this is so upsetting.My aunt was also abusive to me. They think I am to blame.